The card for today is the DEATH.
I view this card as a catalyst, a profound change that takes
place that allows a rebirth.
When the Death card appears, it also shows that is time to
RELEASE what no longer serves a purpose for your soul growth. There is no need
to fear as this is part of the cycle of creation. We are continuously dying
because we never stop changing.
If we reflect on the Death card, we will probably remember
profound changes that have occurred in specific times in our lives. We all
experience them many times and there is always a lesson and an opportunity for
growth. There is always fear because changes are uncomfortable but then again,
that is the EGO trying to scare us. Fear is natural so don’t try to fight it,
acknowledge it and then release it with love.
I am sure that by now you have already gone back to the
moment in your life that defined and transform you to who you are TODAY. Feel
free to share your experience as I decided that today is the day I am going to
share my most recent and profound transformation. The time of my life that I
was scared and felt cheated but that allowed me to see who I truly am. This
wouldn’t have happened without the Death of my old self.
I feel that by sharing my story I can offer a different
level of support to many that may be going through trying times right now. I
know how hard it is and I also know that once you overcome this challenge, you
will be forever changed and life will show a different light that you could
never see before.
Early spring last year I was diagnosed with Breast Cancer at
the age of 38. That was completely devastating to say the least and the
decisions I made were hard, the treatment even harder but the FEAR was
definitely the worst. When you are immersed in a world of statistics and you
become another number and the Doctors talk to you in terms of survivorship…life
seems to stop and everything you were or did before becomes part of the past. I
was blessed, and I am blessed because I have wonderful friends and family that
were there for me but most of all, I am blessed because of my Spirit Guides, angels
and deceased love ones were there every step of the way. Never underestimate
the power of your Divine connection because that connection allowed me to
detect the growing tumor early. I was told in my sleep! I heard voices with a
sense of urgency that told me to check my breast, that something was wrong. I
was half awake half sleep and was kind of bothered because these voices would
not let me sleep. I finally reached for the exact area and felt it. I then
realized that I really had something there and that is how I ended up at my
doctor’s office that day and how my journey began.
I won’t bore you with details although I am available for
whoever needs it. That moment was the moment that allowed my transformation. I
learned through this process that I had denied my True Self to shine, that I
did not live in the now and that I was not living a life on purpose. That to me
was the biggest blessing because I finally allowed myself to be ME.
Anita Moorjani’s book “Dying to be me” is an account of a
Near Death experience and how through the Death of the old Self and allowing to
be true to yourself a Miracle occurred.
I recognized that I am here like all of us for a purpose,
and this experience brought me to the present
I have always been very intuitive and I had numerous
experiences in my life. I became interested in astrology when I was 10 years old;
I started reading the Spanish deck at the age of 19 and then Tarot in my early
20’s. I have basically given readings to friends and family for the past 18
years, studied many spiritual topics but it was through my new understanding of
my authentic Self, that I realized it
was time to come out of the closet and shine my light to the world. That’s how
Bluealchemy was born.
My purpose is to bring as much light as possible to any
situation, I am an optimist and I believe that every challenge is always an
opportunity for growth. There is no need to fear change, for change is life.
“You must be the change you wish to see in the world”
Mahatma Gandhi.
Love and Light, Lourdes <3.
Sources: Death card. http://marika-tarot.pl/karta-smierc-xiii
